We had just gotten back from grocery shopping and my wife was eating and reading on her ipad. She said “Alex, come here! You have to see this!” and showed me an article on the shootings from CNN. It contained a description of the incident and the dialogue from the suspect (a 22-year old virgin) from his YouTube video he made:
It’s not fair. You girls have never been attracted to me. I don’t know why you girls have never been attracted to me, but I will punish you all for it. It’s an injustice, a crime, because I don’t know what you don’t see in me. I’m the perfect guy, and yet you throw yourselves at all these obnoxious men, instead of me, the supreme gentleman.”
“I will punish all of you for it,” he says again, and then he laughs.
“On the day of retribution I will enter the hottest sorority house of UCSB, and I will slaughter every single spoiled stuck up blonde slut I see inside there. All those girls that I’ve desired so much, they would have all rejected me and looked down upon me as an inferior man if I ever made a sexual advance towards them. While they throw themselves at these obnoxious brutes. I’ll take great pleasure in slaughtering all of you.”
We had thought for a moment this was a person that commented on this AMD post: Not having sex makes men depressed, suicidal. A lot of similarities, read excerpts from this dude’s comment (full comment is still on that post for those interested).
Women just are not interested in me, and I’m NOT interested in gay men. I’m basically asexual or involuntarily celebate (incel). I hate it. I should be a smooth, suave, sexy single guy yet I’m just a short, chubby shlubb living in the midwest with no goals or direction in life, due to my lack of sex. I hate women & the modern society which highly values sex as the final frontier in human connection.
In 2007, I promised myself that if I did not have sex within 10 years of my last sexual encounter, then I will go on a mass murder spree, Virginia Tech style. I’ll be a one man army & take as many people out as possible. It’s a sad, horrid thought, yet this is what society has reduced me to. All I need is some sort of physical sexual contact between now and April, 2015. If it doesn’t happen, then I will execute my plan which I stated above.
My dude was 30 years old though, besides that he sounds exactly like the suspect who went off the reservation and killed seven people last night. There’s things that sometimes go on with old posts like that one that most don’t even know about. And there’s follow-up later that I never make public. Athol and others must have tons of these stories since they work and deal with many more people than me, but this was one of my first ones. So here’s the rest of the story.
Now I’m a very strong proponent of freedom of speech and really like how people fight back in various ways (See A Voice For Men’s publication of a suicide note that makes the living ex-wife look like a piece of shit and tries to get it classified as intellectual property with lawyers involved). With that said, there’s a line that is crossed. What if someone wrote you an e-mail or left you a voicemail with the above stated. What would you do? I’ve never heard from this person before or since, so have no idea if he’s just a troll or is serious and is in his own way screaming for help. What if he carried forward with this execution and you never said anything? I thought for a minute this Santa Barbara thing was my guy.
For me, I didn’t want that on my conscious should anything happen and clearly that dude crossed a line. I contacted the FBI tip e-mail, provided all the info I had available to me (and I’m guessing it may have been enough to track the guy down) and it was probably 4-6 weeks later or so when a special agent at the FBI gave me a call. I’ve kept the voice mail message for posterity. I called her back, had a rather awkward conversation as I walked her through the background of the post (MMM’s Incel post was jumping off point) and then the dude’s e-mail. I haven’t received any updates from the feds, nor do I expect to, but I did what I felt was my good faith effort to prevent another unstable person from going on his way from bad to worse without at least being observed.
Taking the Red Pill cannot be underestimated. We need to teach our young men in the next generation that the “be nice and girls will like you for you” is not the truth. This asshole in Santa Barbara was not Alpha, he was an insecure and mentally deranged beta or omega. Foundational traits of alpha need to come from within. Strength, leadership, skills, risk taking, teasing. Game can fake it for awhile, but it’s a bandaid. Both of these need to stomp out the supplication, attention giving, pedestal putting, bending over backward wet paper bag that most men are.
If you just read through this post, go back to the top and read Alpha Game’s quick post (and links). Hopefully we won’t have to read to many more of these sad stories.